9 posts from 2009

Aku kangen kamu..
Kangen yang membuatku ingin berlutut di hadapanmu..
Memohon padamu untuk percaya..
Bahwa aku bener-bener kangen kamu..
Kangen punya waktu berdua denganmu lagi..
Kangen denger cerita2 ajaibmu..
Kangen ketawamu..
Kangen keanehanmu...

Aku kangen kamu..
Kangen yang membuatku memohon ampun kepada Sang Pencipta..
Karena kangen ini membuatku seolah mengabaikan semua nikmat yang telah Dia berikan padaku..
Tapi aku bener-bener kangen kamu..
Dan Dia pasti tau itu..

Aku kangen kamu..
Kangen yang membuatku menginginkan dunia berhenti berputar..
Kangen yang membuat hidupku terasa sia-sia..
Kangen yang membuat usahaku melupakanmu gak ada gunanya..
Kangen yang membuatku ingin berhenti hidup..
Semua terasa percuma.. karena pada akhirnya aku hanya bisa menangis mengingatmu..

Duhai dikau yang ada di sana..
Maukah kamu mengerti sedikittttt saja?

(by Andien)

Ada doa ada lara
Ada tangis dan nestapa
Meragu melebar jiwa
Kadang sendu kadang ceria

Tatap angkuh penuh cela
Tiada lagi kubermanja
Berkeping hati bebudi
Kalang di matamu

Bagai bala singgah kini
Sesat pandanganku kini
Sumbang suara – suara cinta
Tlah berada – ada

Lelah sudah kutersadar diri
Warna cinta membaur berganti

Kelam kini menghantui
Kucari sepi hidupku
Namun tak juga kujumpa
Tak daya kukejar hari

Ada doa ada lara
Ada tangis dan nestapa
Tlah kau beri sepi
Tiada bertepi

by Rossa

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aku tahu dirimu kini
telah ada yang memiliki
tapi bagaimanakah dengan diriku
tak mungkin ku sanggup untuk kehilangan dirimu

aku tahu bukan saatnya
tuk mengharap cintamu lagi
tapi bagaimanakah dengan hatiku
tak mungkin ku sanggup hidup begini
tanpa cintamu

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aku tahu bukan saatnya

tuk mengharap cintamu lagi
tapi bagaimanakah dengan hatiku
tak mungkin ku sanggup hidup begini
tanpa cinta darimu

aku tahu dirimu kini
ada yang lain
tapi bagaimanakah dengan aku
tak mungkin sanggup kehilangan

tanpa cintamu

by William Brothers

I'm going to live my life
Like every day's my last
Without a simple good-bye
It all goes by so fast

And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

I'm going to open my eyes
And see for the first time
I've let go of you like
A child letting go of his kite

There it goes up in the sky
There it goes beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

I'm going to look back in vain
And see you standing there
When all that remains
Is just an empty chair

And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

by M2M

Terlintas sebuah pikiran..
Dia masih berhutang maaf padaku
Karena telah membuatku ngerasa mau mati hanya karena sangat ingin ketemu dia
Karena telah membuatku ngeluarin air mata setiap hari
Karena telah membuatku merasa sangat - sangat diabaikan, sangat - sangat direndahkan, sangat - sangat tidak berharga

Tapi detik berikutnya pikiran lain muncul..
Seharusnya aku yang berhutang maaf pada diriku sendiri
Karena telah merusak diri dengan perasaan-perasaan itu

Tuhanku..
Engkau tau betapa sering aku coba melupakan orang itu
Engkau tau betapa keras aku berusaha, terutama di masa sulit beberapa bulan itu
Dan Engkau juga tau, aku selalu gagal
Kehilangan dia telah membuatku ngerasa kehilangan sebagian hidupku

Tuhanku..
Aku sakit..
Sakit yang tidak kutau gimana cara ngobatinnya..

by James Blunt

My life is brilliant.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

by Jet

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

by Gigi

sebilah pedang tajam di tangan
menusuk jantung kekasihmu
andaikan aku mampu lakukan
pasti ku ada di hatimu

bersama selalu

di detak jantungku
namamu slalu ada
mengisi di ruang-ruang
kosong hatiku

andai aku bisa
membuang dan menghapus
takkan ada lagi namamu
oh Tuhan tolonglah
matikan cintaku

di saat kekasihmu terlelap
kau buat puisi cinta untuk diriku
andaikan itu kamu lakukan
pasti ku ada di hatimu

bersama selalu

di detak jantungku
namamu slalu ada
mengisi di ruang-ruang
kosong hatiku

andai aku bisa
membuang dan menghapus
takkan ada lagi namamu
Di sana kau bukan milikku
Di sana kau bukan untukku
oh Tuhan tolonglah
matikan cintaku